i think i've reached a point where my life here, now, has (almost) absolutely no meaning. and i do feel rather bad about it. but i just don't know what i can do to try and make it a little better. especially for my parents, who are rather sickened by the thought of me being a potential bum in no time. urgh.
attempts shall be made to sleep earlier, wake up earlier, eat less ('cause my mum said i looked like i put on quite a bit of holiday weight :[[[[ ), and try really really really hard to exericse.
on another note, doughnuts here suck. so bad. and ns just sucks. i know there's no relation between the aforementioned two. it's more like a general rant. i'm not happy with sucky doughnuts even though they are much cheaper than say krispy kremes or 7-eleven chocolate icing doughnuts. and i'm not happy with ns torturing my poor boy.
now that i'm done ranting. sleep i shall.
okthanksbye :)
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